Tuesday, June 2, 2009

today is the second of june

had to post today of all days.

had the strangest dream today, i just woke up from it, all i can remember is me packing up my desk looking at it one last time and walking out of this building, i suppose it was my job, but it looked nothing like the building i work in now. strange huh? I think it means something, because also in the dream i ran into someone i obviously knew but not from my reality just in the dream and he was upset that i was leaving the job and was saying, "what are you going to do now?" i replied with, "something i love" or something like that.....hmm i dont know what it means either but it energized me waking up today, on my birthday of all days.

Mike i love you and i know you are somewhere watching all of us, im half of me without you and on this anniversary of our 27th year of existence im alone on this planet. Yes i am surrounded by friends and family but you were the closest to me and i feel the loss of your presence every day. i have no regrets on the relationship we had i just wish we would have had more time together, i try to live every day of my life to the fullest with no second thoughts because you have taught me that life is short. Bro, i love you and Happy Birthday